GQ published an oral history and final days of Nipsey Hussle including his loved ones and peers. Of course, Boogie, better known as Lauren London, had to give her words and she revealed the last thing Nip gifted her days before he passed.

“A couple days before he passed, he bought me three books,” said London in the interview portion of the story. “One was a book about parenting. He loved Power vs. Force. He swore on that book and got a lot of game from it. I mean, between he and I, we damn near had a library.”

The actress also gave readers an insight into what it’s like raising their 3-year-old son alone. “I can’t talk about our last day together, and I still have to be strong for my children,” she says. “I have a three-year-old that’s still asking, ‘Where is Daddy?’ He doesn’t understand the concept of death.”

Nipsey is missed every day. His death is still one of the most shocking things to ever happen in rap history. But we’re all putting in that work to make sure “the marathon continues.”